Showing posts with label Mike Bogar. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mike Bogar. Show all posts

Saturday, September 23, 2017

LYING IN THE LAP OF GOD

     Ralph Waldo Emerson once wrote:
"We lie in the lap of immense intelligence, which makes us receivers of its truth and organ of its activity...we do nothing by ourselves, but allow a passage to its beams...Its presence or its absence is all we can affirm." (Self-Reliance Essay)

Emerson's words caused me to reflect back on my 19th year of life as an oblivious college student. One night I was lying in bed reading the Gospel of Matthew for the first time because someone close to me had been "born again". Having been raised in an irreligious home, I had no clue what that meant, or what had happened to alter my friend's personality for the better. As I completed reading Matthew's gospel which described Jesus' arrest, trial, crucifixion and resurrection—some strange and palpable compulsion came over me, whispering simply: "Believe." I did. The result? My entire psyche was rearranged in a flash. The weight of my failures and anxieties lifted off of me. My grade point average went from 1.5 to 3.8 in a single quarter. I had no desire to party every night. I experienced an extraordinary sense of connection to life and to the entire universe. I had never been much of a student, but began to read voraciously. I prayed to an actual God whose presence was tangible. Prayers were answered. My heart, mind and life changed notably.

     I have struggled to make sense of that night for the last forty years. That night I was impressed—stamped by something or some One beyond anything I had ever known before. Emerson's words ring true: "We lie in the lap of immense intelligence, which makes us receivers of its truth...we do nothing by ourselves, but allow a passage to its beams...Its presence or its absence is all we can affirm."

     In James Hillman opus, Revisioning Psychology, the  last chapter is titled "Dehumanizing" because he argues that:

"Gods...exist 'outside' human beings...All psychic reality is...given sanction by a God....Man can never be large enough to possess his psychic organs; he can only reflect their activities." 
Like Emerson, Hillman reminds us that we don't have nearly as much to do with psycho-spiritual encounters as we think we do. Divine experiences, like mathematical equations and musical notes, exist apart from the human brain. They come to us and through us, but not from us. Einstein was gifted with mathematical insight but he did not invent math; Mozart was impressed with musical scores but he did not create musical notes; the mystic is a gracious recipient of divine encounters, but he does not originate psychic phenomena. Of course we can employ spiritual practices to prepare ourselves for such experiences, but we neither invent nor originate them. They come in their time and manner, not mine. Much of our spiritual angst and frustration arise from thinking we must somehow conjure the divine from within or manipulate God to appear at my behest. Making God arrive is not my job. What is my job? Live life "in the lap of immense intelligence...[and] allow a passage to its beams." 

Keep the lamp filled with oil, God will light the blaze when it is time.



Sleep Poems

THE IS OF SLEEP

Indra spread his mantle
over my star-stippled eyes -
the palm of black on blue
tucked me under the curve of sky.

Fire fell from Agni’s lunar mane,
silence swirled,
then rested quietly
purging all worry, erasing all pain.

I counted Gurus
leaping like sheep over the Taj Mahal,
then I tallied Lamas
scaling the great China Wall.

I flip the pillow to the cooler side
to chill my fevered cheek,
sympathetically…
the is of sleep opens below me,
and finally,
I fall.


end/Michael

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Indeed

Indeed, then
do you have big brown sleepy eyes
that make the stars come out at night?
Or do you dream
in front of your eye lids
and call it make believe?

end/Michael

~~~~~~~~~~~

A-MUSED

A thousand poems have slipped away
not because the Muses are silent,
but because I am water skiing across
the face of the digital clock trapped inside
monitors in every room.

end/michael

Monday, August 7, 2017

Do I Really Always Need Healing?


Do I Really Always Need Healing?


"Healing" seems to be the primary or even solitary spiritual metaphor these days. Sermons, book titles, seminars, YouTube talks, etc. are fixated on spiritual and psychological healing:

  • How to Heal Your Soul
  • Ten Steps to a Healthy Relationship
  • How to Cure Depression
  • Spiritual Healing
  • How to Heal P.T.S.D.

The implication is that I am sick, broken and fundamentally defective.
First off, let me acknowledge that healing is a legitimate metaphor when referring to psycho-spiritual traumas, but it is not the only symbol for approaching emotional distress--nor perhaps even the best. When the healing metaphor fails, I am stuck without alternative ways of seeing my trauma. There is another metaphor found in Carl Jung's autobiography:

"It has always seemed to me that I had to answer questions which  Fate had posed to my forefathers and which had not yet been answered, or as if I had to  complete, or perhaps  continue, things which previous ages had left  unfinished." (Jung,  Memories, Dreams and Reflections)
Here Jung sees his psycho-spiritual problems, not as inherited family illnesses, but as congenital "questions posed by Fate" to his ancestors. In this view, my ancestral connection has passed along the assignment to for me to take up. Here Jung uses a developmental metaphor in order to emphasize the soul's ongoing process of continuation and completion rather than that of inflexible sickness and brokenness. In a developmental metaphor, trauma is more like an algebra assignment. I am not broken and don't need to heal anything, but am allowed to continue working on and completing the Fateful family assignments.
Jesus and the Apostle Paul frequently use developmental agricultural images to symbolize the spiritual life:

  • Jesus: "The kingdom of God is like a seed that grows over time." (Mark 4:26-29)
  • Paul: "I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase." (I Cor. 3:6)

Many early Christian theologians viewed Adam and Eve--planted like human seeds in the Garden of Eden--as a parable for human development. The so-called "fall" denotes the moment the embryonic human is cast into the soil of life in order that each of us might move from the raw image of God into the completed likeness of God. In this view, I don't need healing, but rather maturation through ongoing life experiences--negative and positive.
But when healing is my sole symol for spiritual and psychological traumas, I assume
the only alternatives are to get well or remain sick. If I don't "get well," then I have failed and remain sick and broken. But the educational and agricultural developmental metaphors allow for progress through the ancestral journey. I am merely one student in a family endeavor. I am not defective, but merely incomplete until the assignment is finished--likely many generations from now.
          
When it comes to psycho-spiritual traumas, let's utilize our metaphorical imaginations. Life is more than a disease to be healed, much more than the mere cessation of all suffering. It is a vital journey through many stages and modes of being and living. Perhaps instead of R.I.P. ( Rest in Peace ) on our gravestones, we ought to etch the letters T.B.C. ( To Be Continued ).

Michael 

Why We Need the Fundamentalists


Why We Need Fundamentalists


"It is a psychological rule that the brighter the light, the darker the shadow..." 
C. G. Jung

These days we hear a lot about Christian, Islamic, Jewish, Hindu, and Buddhist fundamentalisms. What these groups most often have in common is a radical and forceful return to the religious "fundaments" or foundational beliefs and practices of their various cultural traditions. One derisive comedian said a fundamentalist might be defined as "a person who hates fun, damns everyone else, and has lost his mentalreasoning abilities!" Many of us sympathize with this critique and have nothing but disdain for anything related to fundamentalism. 

However, from a soul-making perspective, every "fundamentalism" is an archetypal rejoinder to a potentially dangerous personal and/or cultural pattern of consciousness. You see, fundamentalisms have not only dangerous aspects, but healthy aspects as well. They are always compensatory, archetypal responses to personal and cultural imbalances. Not understanding this psychological axiom keeps us from seeing the important insights embedded within a particular
fundamentalism. Fundamentalists act as modern sibyls proclaiming the loss of mystery while rigorously championing cosmic and psychological enchantment. In his bestselling book, The Soul's Code, James Hillman has praise for fundamentalism:

"Fundamentalism attempts, literally and dogmatically, to recover the invisible foundations of culture. Its strength lies in what is seeks; its menace is in how it proceeds..." 

With his usual mercurial dexterity Hillman captures the light and shadow of fundamentalism in a single sentence. In 1948 theologian Nels Ferre--while recognizing the dangers of radical religionists--said every religious fundamentalism is also a:

"...defender of supernaturalism, has...a genuine heritage and profound truth to preserve.... We shall some day thank our fundamentalist friends for having held the main fortress while countless leaders went over to the foe of limited scientism and a shallow naturalism."

Hillman and Ferre both recognize a fundamentalist as a person who is not afraid to stick their finger in the eye of the messianic political sophists, the pretentious secular media and the reductionist academies. These annoying radicals rightly criticize modern culture for leaving no room for mystery. And of course the methods of the often pretentious and even murderous fundamentalists may be menacing, but their deeper archetypal mission is to restore the invisibles to their rightful places in a frenetic world reduced to statistical facts and socio-political ambiguities. One may disagree with their theologies, revelations and menacing methodologies while remaining prescient enough to let them remind us to take the imaginal realm seriously in a world reduced to anthropic scientism and materialist absurdities. They may literalize and dogmatize their myths, but at least they fight for the essential reality of mythic truth while many of us remain silent, or try to impress others by bloviating about esoteric metaphysics, or waxing scholarly about arcane mythic trivialities. Archetypal reality is fundamental to every thought, feeling, dream and action. If we lose these fundaments, our personal, relational and cultural lives will perish. In the words of Hillman: "The great task of a life-sustaining culture...is to keep the invisibles attached..."

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Why Addicts Often Make Good Depth Psychologists

A close friend of mine who is in recovery recently got me to thinking about my distant past experiences as a completely lost alcoholic/addict. This friend wrote me a very honest email expressing skepticism his about "God,"about  Depth Psychology and about life in general when the crap hits the fan. The friend expressed feelings of misery and despair over his current circumstances. Some of us would have given this person a pep talk--I did not. Here is my response:
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Dear "Friend" (who shall remain anonymous:
 
When I was at the end of my drinking, Alcohol had become my friend, my lover, confidante, distraction, holy spirit, doorway into alternative realities, poetic inspiration, romance booster, gateway to self esteem, and courage to fight; my escape from pain and my entrance into pleasure; my reason for waking up and my aid in going to sleep. It became my reason for and means of living. I remember those days toward the end of my drinking when I would pick up the phone to call a treatment center for help, but when someone would answer, a force stronger than my desire to stop made me slam the phone down in sheer panic. I could not give up my sole purpose for existence. I literally referred to Alcohol as "my Lord and Savior". No wonder Jung said: "spiritus contra spiritum". If the Mount Lake Terrace police had not placed me in the back of their squad car one October afternoon, I would have likely died. The cop actually said, "We're not really arresting you, we're rescuing you." I was a sorry sight. 


You admitted in your email that you are sober and miserable, that life is not working as you'd like it to. I understand--I have had those experiences and will undoubtedly have many more. Sometimes we go through experiences, loooooooonnnng experiences of just plain Hell. I also have the very same thoughts and feelings you described, especially at times when the shit hits the fan. I also am seized, occasionally, by the the though that "a drink" would really take the edge off. I get it.






Let me say initially that your honesty is refreshing in an age where people chant like Zombies: "It's all good." Such an attitude of thoughtless positivity, while commendable at some level, trivilizes what is actually Good! If it's "all good," then when things are actually good, there is no word for it. And, let's face it, it's not "all" good--sometimes things are just bad. Admit it. And you have.


Honesty--that is the key--and I appreciate your honesty. You think Carl Jung is a quack and that "accessing the depths of the invisible unconscious" for insights is B.S. Good for you for saying what you are actually thinking at this moment. Even as a student of Depth Psychology, I have that thought at least once a week--usually when things are going the way I want them to.
 
But generally speaking, Depth Psychology is the closest thing I have found for making some sense of this non-sense called life. For example, I woke up this morning from a very vivid dream, then tried for a minute to find "insights" and finally thought, "Fuck it. Dreams are nothing more than neurological flatulence," and I forgot it. That was my honest emotional experience, but I didn't conclude that that single thought ought to be my new dogmatic mantra for all of eternity. Tomorrow I may gain deep insights from a dream. When we are in the throes of our own consciousness no two moments are ever exactly the same. The human psyche is the equivalent of atmospheric weather patterns--chronically changing every moment. In fact, the word "atmosphere" is derived from the Sanskrit word "atman/wind/breath" or the "sphere of divine atman," so comparing psyche and weather isn't so far off. Both the cosmos and soul are in a state of blustering flux. Mitchell's translation of the Tao Te Ching, poem 23, says: "Express yourself completely, then keep quiet. Be like the forces of nature: when it blows, there is only wind; when it rains, there is only rain; when the clouds pass, the sun shines through." Our emotions are always in the seizure of some divine influx that is interacting with our soul-making process. Sometimes we need to fight it, other times we need to submit and listen. Discernment is crucial.
 
More and more I think anything, including depth psychology, can be taken far too seriously. I think the heart of depth psychology is simply to be more or less conscious than the average duck--which means to actually have some sense of what is occurring in the psyche: am I pissed?, am I happy?, am I in a "don't give a damn" mood (mode of consciousness)?, am I suddenly seeing "God" working in my life?, etc. Depth Psych., like anything for the addict (or humans in general I suppose) can all too easily turn into a control issue, like using alcohol, religion, sex, or anything--we begin to ritualize and structure life by the "system", setting up a "way" it works and the "way" it ought to bring results and reasons it won't work and how it is alternatively fascinating or bullshit. The wonderful and nefarious human ego can take anything good thing and hijack it, fit it into a straight jacket. The real significance of Depth Psychology is that is defies human systematizing or ultimate explanations. The moment we hook a live fish from the sea of psychological depths, pull it into the rarefied air of consciousness, gut it and cook it up as a "profound" insight, it is not the same living entity. 

Depth Psychology is being practiced when one is just simply aware of hating or loving something--at the moment of encounter, especially when those encounters are prolonged and raw. Some would equate such experiences as divine, and while I am not disagreeing, I think radical atheists can be more in touch with the "divine" than most theists. True atheists are obsessed mentally and emotionally with the divine. I have a feeling that if there is a "Day of Reckoning" that many atheists will find themselves closer to the divine than many perfunctory believers. Knowing the depths is not restricted to the religious folks. In fact Jung once suggested that religion is often the most effective defense against actual psychological experiences.

I also think that the addict is something of an automatic Depth Psychologist, if one sees Depth Psych. for what the phrase really connotes, "being aware of the deeper stuff in the human mind and heart". Most "normal" content humans simply water ski across the surface of life and their own internal consciousness, while most addicts like to put on the aqua lung and plunge into the unseen depths of reality. Most stable humans prefer the calm surface because they are lazy when it comes to seeing the various sides of existence--not bad, not evil--just lazy. This is not a disparaging judgment--when I was drinking I frequently envied those people I saw who could believe and do the same things year after year without questioning.  

The addict, however, loves the depths. For the addict, drugs and alcohol can help him/her go up or down, become shallow or go deep, depending on what he/she wants at the moment--but one thing addicts seem to despise, and that is normal. That is why sobriety can be such a challenge for many in recovery. When the sober addict finds him/herself living a stable, productive yet sometimes boring life, he/she longs for that old drug to get him/her back into the interesting depths. The trick, when choosing to remain sober, is to learn to see the rewards for being shallow and boring, and then to discover different ways to go deep and experience those alternative states of creative and bizarre consciousness we addicts so adore. Alcohol and drugs are just means or methods for going deep, and there are literally countless other ways to achieve the same effects. 

Bottom line: your honest emails disdaining attempts to "become conscious" are ironically conscious--often more conscious than others I know who are "trying" to become conscious. Depth Psychology is not some formulaic technique for consciousness or some method to achieve some perceived and intended "psychological" outcome. Reflective and engaging honesty is what counts. Not mere brute "honesty," but reflective and engaged honesty--probing both sides of a thing without censorship. The most profound statement I have ever gained from James Hillman is this: "Soul knows neither morality nor mortality." That is a loaded and potentially dangerous comment. I take it to mean that morality and mortality count in this life when living within human society and with other people--but in one's personal soul work, there are no rules except honest, reflective engagement with the feelings and attitudes scampering about inside of us--hand to hand combat with the inner demons and angels. Feel your contempt and hate consciously, but then question it. Doubt without mercy or regret, but question your doubts. When you think you have gotten behind an issue or feeling, go deeper, then deeper yet. No conclusion is ever final. Depth Psychology regresses until there is no conceivable place to move to...yet. Be miserable, and explore the experience of Misery. Get a dictionary and study the word, ask her/him out on a second and third date. Remember that Alcohol initially took you deeper and deeper, and then like Jonah's whale, spit you out on a foreign beach--abandoning you. The journey into the depths is not over--just different--if you allow the experiences you are currently undergoing to be the new whale.

That's it from me. Have a long miserable weekend! It will blow over.



Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Interest is More Important Than Hope

I once heard James Hillman say that “interest is more important than hope.” Doctor Hillman elaborated further on this comment in an interview with Cliff Bostock.

Bostock: You don't like the word "hope" much.

Hillman: Hope is an evil. It was the one evil left in the box when Pandora snapped the lid back shut. Hope is about the unknown future. It's like the promise of salvation in the afterlife.

Bostock: So you're a pessimist?

Hillman: Not in the least. In fact, I think I'm quite the optimist. I just think we should pay attention to what is here right now. It's this hope thing that has gotten the planet into such a mess. If we paid attention to what was true right now, instead of what we hoped would be true in the future, the world would look very different. ... I'm thinking about something I said at the lectures I gave on aging last week. You experience this thing growing old of having your prostate enlarge and you have to get up in the middle of the night several times to go to the bathroom. Well, you can call this hopeless or you can say you "hope" it will get better. What I prefer to say is that in old age, I "wake up to the night." Do you see? This is a metaphorical reading of it. I think it's optimistic. It takes care of the problem and gives my experience meaning. But it's not a hopeful position. (Paradigms 1998).[i]

In this paper I will explore Hillman's notion of psychologizing or "seeing through"[ii] events, turning them into meaningful experiences, specifically by contrasting "hope" with "interest". To "see through" a troubling event moves ones experience of that event from the literal connotation toward a metaphorical or symbolic[iii] denotation.

HOPING AND HOPPING

The word hope comes from the Old English word hopian, meaning to "wish, expect or look forward to something different.” Some linguists think that the word hope is related to the word hop, creating the psychological image of "leaping in expectation" [iv] from the problem to my humanly constructed solution--a solution always limited by my past experiences of life. When I hope/hop, I think I know what would fix the problem or alleviate the emotion. So then hope is living in a state of hopping--squatted down on your haunches, anxiously looking from side to side and back to front, ready to spring this way or that, to a different destination without really wondering what there is to get from the current position. In the abovementioned interview Hillman illustrates this with his prostate condition that wakes him up several times a night, questioning the standard medical model's hope for a cure, and allowing himself to see through the experience and "wake up to the night".

This state of hoping is especially urgent when we are in uncomfortable situations. Hope focuses our attention, intentions and energies on fixing things. We obsess about changing channels, changing clothes, changing hair styles, changing habits, changing partners and changing governments--always ready to hop off in hope of something new, better and less painful.[v] In this view, a hopeful person is not engaged with the ‘pathos’ or passion of the moment – personally, politically, spiritually, emotionally, relationally or intellectually. One is merely a spectator or observer rather than a participant. The hoper becomes an anticipator rather than a participator. Participators are not only able to 'take part,' but they are aware that they are purposefully being 'taken apart' in the troubling situation. That is why Hillman said he prefers the word "interest" over "hope".

VERY INTERESTING

The word ‘interest’ is from the Latin interresse which literally means "to be between". The word comes from two words: inter - between + esse - to be.[vi] It was originally used in legal matters when an unpaid debt was owed and the ‘interested’ party had to reside in the 'between' period, wondering when the money would be paid back. The term also referred to the additional money, a.k.a. interest, that was gained 'in between' the time of loaning the money to a lender and waiting to have it paid back. Over time the word came to refer to periods of curiosity that arose from inhabiting the formless void in between what was and what would be.[vii]

A depth psychological perspective might see this 'interesting' void as a necessary experience for soul-making, for shaping ones personal destiny and for evoking the necessary character qualities that must emerge before that destiny can reach fruition. Within each of us reside many innate ideas, qualities and talents waiting to be fused with our conscious ego-self which acts in this world. So that means that these interesting experiences are always "confusing," a word that literally means "to blend together" (con=together; fusion=to blend). To be "confused" requires "interest"--a period of educational residence between places so that relevant unconscious psychic material can be synthesized with the evolving conscious self. Most of us try to avoid the painful confusion by hoping/hopping, often postponing the necessary integrative process of fusion with new psychic material--causing us to hop right into another situation just like the last one, or an even more painful situation. These hoping/hopping processes will cycle over and over until the innate psychic material is evoked and fused with consciousness, moving our destiny forward. That is why Hillman suggests that it is better to remain "in between" or become interested while stuck in the painful interim. He says a hoper asks, "Why am I in so much pain and how can I stop it," whereas the interested and confused person asks, "Who are you and what would you have me learn?" The 'Who are you' question refers to the living archetypal Presences[viii] or Fields of Unconscious Ideas Who are conversing with us in many ways (dreams, fantasies, literature, etc.) if we are psychologically literate and aware enough to dialogue with them and learn from them. Journaling, play or any form of artistic endeavor are means for dialoguing with these Presences.[ix]

Utilizing another image, "to be interested" is to consciously submit to the carving-out process, the interior excavation that creates new soul-sites through in-sight. The focus is not on some imagined or 'hoped for' future, but rather on what is occurring in the geography of the soul at the moment. That is why Hillman called himself an optimist when the interviewer called him a pessimist: "I think I'm quite the optimist. I just think we should pay attention to what is here right now" (Paradigms 1998). Hillman places a much needed corrective on what William James rightly recognized as the uniquely American religion of "healthy-mindedness"[x] or positive thinking. Positive thinking typically focuses on hope and change, fleeing the painful, uncomfortable and "negative". Perhaps we could call Hillman's perspective the "positive power of negative thinking".

Being "interested" does not mean we receive only or primarily conceptual understanding of a situation and our inner workings. The soul does not provide mere intellectual information, but rather in-formation or what some have called kardia-gnosis (heart-acquaintance). Troubling[xi] experiences destroy old psychic formations and create new core-formations. That is one reason Hillman uses the word "soul-making" or psycho-poiesis so often.

To avoid hopping and to stay present with the experience requires us to enter into and to move through anxiety, fear, grief and confusion.[xii] These emotional interstices become necessary and purposeful as the jackhammer and wrecking balls accomplished by the psychological construction crew, creating sites for new additions to the psyche.[xiii] Only through faith[xiv] in an archetypally populated Psyche[xv] can one "see through" the literal havoc to the ensuing psychic structure. Hillman calls this "psychological faith". This is not faith in some humanly devised school of psychology, but faith is Psyche herself--the living Field of images--"trust in imagination as the only uncontrovertible reality, directly presented, immediately felt" (Re-Visioning 50).[xvi] But while we are in between, the energy and focus must be on the excavation, the interesting space. Hopers spend time wondering how they can move to a different situation; interested people spend time wondering who is present, which God is there and "to go to the soul itself and find out what it wants" (Healing 86).[xvii]

HOPE AND CHANGE

There has been a lot of talk recently about ‘hope and change.’ Let’s riff on this old cliché. By cliché I am not disparaging the phrase, but rather asking that we not buy into it mindlessly. Ideologies thrive and run amok, whether on the ideological left or right, because people don’t think about the ideas presented by the ideologues. We buy into clever sounding bumper sticker slogans without examining them. Like Chicken Little we are thumped on the noggin by “something” that clearly requires our attention. But do we stop to examine what really hit us?

If the Universe has some sort of intelligence behind it, then our current painful situation(s) are always significant, or maybe better to say symbolic. Symbolein was the Greek word for a friendship necklace with two halves that that fit together to make a whole. Symbolein literally means “to throw (bolein) together (sym)”. When Hillman says one function of soul is turn events into experiences,[xviii] this is the work of the symbolic life, throwing some aspect of my daily conscious existence together with hidden unconscious meanings. Hoping often thwarts this soul-making activity by not sticking around long enough to find how the pieces fit together. Clearly there is a time to leave a painful situation, but not before consciously being interested, in order to find the missing pieces in my psyche. Of course we need to move forward, but we also need to examine where we are actually moving from before we can clearly move toward. The uncomfortable symptoms we want to hop over or hop away from contain vital experiences for the souls poem.

Quite often philosophy, metaphysics and spiritual programs advocate theories and practices for escaping soul-making: Spiritual Platonic ascension away from materiality, Gnostic return (metanoia), Hindu transcendence, Buddhist awakening, the Christian hope of the Second Coming or New Age techniques to "end suffering" may be practices of escape. The aim of such systems is often to get out of the painful worldly situation; always hoping for a healing, a miracle, redemption, the return of a messiah, wholeness, or salvation from something undesirable. Who is to say that what is annoying the hell out of me right now is not the most desirable for my soul’s evolution?

But most of us in this culture have been informed by Saint Augustine's notion of sin and salvation--awaiting the hope of Jesus' deliverance from death and dis-ease. Many modern politicians, heavily influenced by Karl Marx and Auguste Comte, have forsaken religion and have shifted this religious deliverance to a secular version of socio-political Messianism through social activism--the relatively new field of secular religion called sociology. This is true of Liberals and Conservatives; Barack Obama or Mitt Romney will save us. Nationalized Health Care will save us, or at least give us better medical care, making us forget that we are all going to grow old and die no matter how readily available medical care becomes.

But a hoper is a hopper, and those evangelists, gurus and politicians who appeal to our hoping and hopping desire always attract us. They make us believe that our current pains and problems will be solved by “hope and change,” by hopping toward their version of the promised land. They don't ask us to reside in the interesting places. They do not teach us to utilize careful and compassionate reflection on the moment of crucifixion. They give us a new deal, a new vision, a new America or an intention which is really an ex-tension out of the pain, looking and hoping for that better thing to come. These religious and secular Peddlers of Hope want us to believe that 'hope and change' are actual virtues rather than just neutral means to many different kinds of objectives--beneficial or harmful.

Furthermore, hope is nearly always accompanied by resentment and real or imagined enemies. This focus on resentment frequently shows up in political and religious hopers, no matter what the party might be, left or right. The conservatives despise the Occupy Wall Streeters, the progressives despise the Tea Partiers. Name calling, mockery, hate-speech and sarcasm reign. All "isms" thrive on hope--racisms, genderisms, sectarianisms, et.all., harboring destructive views of the "enemy" rather than being interested in their painful feelings as purveyors of new unconscious material desiring to be synthesized into personal consciousness.

However, the kind of “interest” here is more than the old Hippie and current New Age notions of ‘being in the moment.' This facile idea often implies that one find a way to milk joy out of any situation, find the beautiful sunset in the midst of grief, make a list of ten things to be thankful for, etc. --all good exercises, but not what I am talking about. Nor am I talking about being interested when things are going well. It is easy to be interested when all is going well. No one wants to hop out of a session of great sex or an enjoyable socializing time with friends. I am talking about becoming interested when the crap hits the fan and your ass is falling off.

An example of this is seen in the New Testament Christ story as Jesus is in the Garden of Gethsemane. He is about to be arrested, tried, beaten and crucified. Notice that his prayer moves from hope to interest, “Father, take this cup of suffering from me, nevertheless, not my will but Thy will be done.” Jesus, like most normal humans, prefers to hop away from the passion (pathology), but quickly surrenders to the experience itself as the will of his God. Like Jacob in the Hebrew Bible, Jesus wrestles with his God to the point of admitting feeling forsaken. And like Jacob, Jesus follows this experience through to the end--to the wounding and subsequent blessing of resurrection. Do we hope the symptom will go away, or do we enter the interim and meet the Gods in the circumstances? As Hillman puts it, “Cure the symptom and lose the God. Had Jacob not grappled with the Daemon he would indeed have not been hurt, and he would not have been Jacob either.”[xix]

What if we could acquire or learn this kind of interest when in our grief, anxiety and depressions?[xx] On July 13, 2008, my twenty-five year old son was killed in action in the Battle of Wanat, Afghanistan. I felt the earth open, the shadow of Hades race by, abducting me into the Underworld. Having a soul-making perspective, I willingly entered into the deepest, darkest experience of my life.[xxi] I followed the signage which Dante saw as entered the deepest realm of Hell, “Abandon all hope ye who enter here.” I did not abandon purpose, but I did abandon hope. I resided "in between" worlds, between the abode of the dead and the living, sometimes spending days in bed with the covers pulled over my head, sleeping, dreaming, weeping, imagining every possible scenario of how my son spent his last day and how he might of have taken the bullet to the chest that killed him. I spent time in the interim, interested, exploring and listening. This was not some academic exercise--it was full on engagement with the pain.

What if we could learn to enter fully into that 'being in between' with our fears and worries? And how about our enemies?--imagine moving into a place of genuine curiosity with them, or alone if they won’t join us. Read their literature, not to criticize or fault-find, but to understand it and them. Think their thoughts without a view of rebuttal. Attend their churches or political rallies. Relationally, what if we entered the mind and heart of our partner at his or her worst? What if we entered with interest into our own responses to painful moments; not to change anything, or lessen the pain, but to pay attention to them. Would our destinies unfold more easily and quickly if we paid attention to our insanities, intuitions and fantasies?

Pull over to the side of the road on your breakneck trip to the Land of Hope and rest in your nightmares and troubling dreams. Become curious. See the Emotions as Divine Visitors, as angels with personal messages like the dream that troubled the biblical Mary with the news, "Hey, you are pregnant with God's Idea; buckle up for nine months of morning sickness and two years of changing crappy diapers." Resist the natural impulse to hop ahead or to hope for change. Most often, when Psyche is sculpting our destiny, hope and change are just postponements of inevitable teaching moments. These moments will return again and again until the messages are attended with interest as they gestate in the womb of the unconscious.



[i] James Hillman: The founder of archetypal psychology discusses Jung and Freud by Cliff Bostock
(Originally published in the "Paradigms" column of
Creative Loafing, Atlanta, Apr. 4, 1998) http://www.soulworks.net/writings/paradigms/site_026.html

[ii] This idea of psychologizing or seeing through is very similar to Heidegger's ideas of philosophizing and talking through as discussed in his book, What is Philosophy, especially pages 67. Both men engage in what Heidegger calls dialegesthai, or dialoging. Heidegger dialogues with the classical philosophers, Hillman with the psyche.

[iii] The Greek word symbolein is comprised of two words that mean "to throw together". It was used of the two pieces of a friendship necklace that made no "sense" until the two halves were placed side by side or together. A psychological symbol always contains two halves--the impersonal and the personal. Until they are connected, the event is non-sense, that is, personally unappropriated.

[iv] The Online Etymological Dictionary says, "Hope: O.E. hopian "wish, expect, look forward (to something)," of unknown origin, a general Low Ger. word (cf. O.Fris. hopia, M.L.G., M.Du. hopen; M.H.G. hoffen "to hope" was borrowed from Low Ger. Some suggest a connection with hop (v.) on the notion of "leaping in expectation." Related: Hoped; hoping. http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?search=hope&searchmode=none

[v] Elsewhere Hillman calls anger a valuable emotion that may be moving us to change an intolerable situation. There is a time for action, for change, but not until one has reflected on the event and turned it into an experience.

[vi] Interest in the Online Etymological Dictionary: http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?search=interest&searchmode=none

[vii] The Hebrew creation story begins with this image as the spirit of God hovers between the heavens and the unformed earth, in the interesting void, tohu va vohu. The six days of creation are poetically structured to form three “interesting” gaps in days 1-3: day/night, sea/sky, water/earth. From days 4-6 we see the emergence of something new arising from each interim: sun/moon/stars, fish/fowl, humans/animals. Adam and Eve are then placed in between infinity and finitude in the Garden of Eden where they encounter the interesting tree of knowing duality (good and evil). These mandorla images fill the biblical mythology as JHWH (I am) and Shatan (I am not) provide a kind of spiritual or soulful isometrics for soul-making. This was the direction in which the Christian mythos was headed under the 2nd century theologian, Irenaeus (Against Heresies) before 4th century Augustine steered the story toward original sin and redemption.

[viii] In most mythologies and religions of the world, the archetypes are referred to as Gods, Goddesses, Demons, Angels, Heroes, Heroines, etc. Each plays a role and carries an Idea or Quality that humans aspire to assimilate and emulate. Destiny or Fate are often involved in these divine encounters--furthering ones journey.

[ix] For more on this, see: James Hillman's Healing Fiction; Barbara Hannah, Encounters With the Soul; Joan Chodrow, Jung on Active Imagination.

[x] William James was a friend and associate of Horatio Dresser. Dresser's parents were vital players in the burgeoning 19th century New Thought Movement which stressed positive thinking and mental healing. James included a whole section on this phenomenon, The Varieties of Religious Experience, titled The Religion of Healthy-Mindedness.

[xi] The Christian-Gnostic Gospel of Thomas, Saying 2, has Jesus speaking, "Those who seek should not stop seeking until they find. When they find, they will be troubled. When they are troubled, they will marvel, and will reign over all." This idea of purposeful trouble informs Heidegger's views of anxiety and guilt as necessary forerunners of discovering the authentic life.

[xii] These are the obstacles named by the 2nd century "Gnostic" Bishop Valentinus in his Gospel of Truth. Something similar is done in Mary's sermon in the Gospel of Mary. Both of these texts present a soul that is made by moving through Fear, Grief, Confusion, Desire and Death. These words heavily influenced Jung's psychology.

[xiii] When Jesus said, "In my Father's house are many rooms and I go to prepare a place for you," the typical Christian reading sees a literal sort of hoped-for heaven. I suggest that Jesus was speaking of new soul-additions that would be coming after his departure. He likely had the vast Jerusalem temple complex in mind with the myriad additions supplied by the benefactor, King Herod. In addition, the Greek word for rooms was sometimes translated classrooms. Jesus was likely referring to coming soul lessons, not some residence with harps and halos.

[xiii]i Hillman points out that the 2nd century Christian Theologian, Tertullian, understood this, beckoning other believers to listen to a new witness, "Stand forth, O soul...,stand forth and give thy witness." (Healing Fiction, p. 86). I remember reading that Tertullian also warned his fellow Christians that they formation of a canon of sacred literature ran the risk of "chasing the Holy Spirit into a book."

[xiii] Re-Visioning Psychology, p. Heidegger speaks of the “the call of conscience,” and the necessity of guilt and anxiety which wake us up to an authentic life. Being-in-the-world rather than splitting the subject from the object, which is what hope often accomplishes, is what moves one toward the potentiality-of-being.

[xiii] Jesus seemed to understand this when he shockingly glorified pathology in the Beatitudes, blessing depression (“poor in spirit”), grief (“those who mourn”), being offended (“those who are persecutes”), humiliation (“meekness”), etc. He even suggested that people “pray for their enemies,” recognizing even the painful situations as normal and necessary in a purposeful universe.

[xiii] I later sent an email to James Hillman thanking him for his Ideas which changed not only what I saw, but the means by which I saw. He responded (quote)

[xiii] http://www.terrapsych.com/hillman.html